Memories consume Like opening the wound I m picking me apart again You all assume I m safe here in my room (unless I try to start again) I don t want to be the one The battles always choose Cause inside I realize That I m the one confused I don t know what s worth fighting for Or why I have to scream I don t know why I instigate And say what I don t mean I don t know how I got this way I know it s not alright So I m Breaking the habit Tonight Clutching my cure I tightly lock the door I try to catch my breath again I hurt much more Than anytime before I had no options left again I ll paint it on the walls Cause I m the one at fault I ll never fight again And this is how it ends I don t know what s worth fighting for Or why I have to scream But now I have some clarity To show you what I mean I don t know how I got this I ll never be alright So I m Breaking the habit Breaking the habit Tonight
